Time is the substance I am made of. Time is a river which sweeps me along, but I am the river; it is a tiger which destroys me, but I am the tiger; It is the fire which consumes me, but I am the fire. Jorge Luis Borges
I’ve stumbled across Borges for decades and appreciated his wisdom, but this little poem totally grabbed me this morning, encouraging me to “wikipedia” him. I’m glad for this brief Wikipedia venture into his very profound, complicated, and even troubling life.
“Time is the substance I am made of” is a description of our physical existence, the mundane life that we all live. But when I call it “mundane” I say that only for emphasis to point out its other dimension, that “river which sweeps me along.” It is this “river” that makes this otherwise “mundane” world Sublime if we ever deign to look beneath the surface of life as Borges did. In a sense this “mundane” world is the only one that “is” but it is the Sublime that gives it value if we ever find the courage and humility to let Her peek into our lives. There is more to life than meets the eye. But it is human nature to prefer “what meets the eye” without any further inquiry, any “internal dialogue” as Hannah Arend put it in her study of Nazi totalitarianism. We prefer to see only the “small bright circle of our consciousness” rather than to acknowledge that “beyond lies the darkness.”
Borges here puts into words the infinite complexity of this “fall” into existence which we know as Life. At one time in my life I would have wanted to run screaming from the classroom where a teacher had presented this little poem, perhaps looking back and flashing a sign of the cross. Borges puts on the table for us a complexity which the rational mind cannot comprehend, but which, if we have the courage and humility, can read between the lines and see it only as a pointer to the Ultimate, Iliminatible, Mystery of Life..


