Robert Frost is one of the best known 20th century American poets and one of the first poets I stumbled across in junior high school, being forced to memorize one of his poems, “Stopping by the Woods on a Snowy Evening.” I also remember him reading a poem as I watched the inauguration of President John F. Kennedy on TV, getting my first impression that a poet might be a person of importance! I can’t say that Frost has made my personal pantheon of poets but I do like his work, deeply admire the story of his personal struggles, and am particular struck by one of his poems which I will now share, “A Considerable Speck.” This poem takes the simple experience of Frost witnessing an innocent insect frittering about on a piece of paper on his desk, sparking the image in his mind of the human predicament of the daily life of frenzied, hyper-kinetic activity without ever taking a pause to contemplate, “Just what is the point anyway?” There is a certain foolish dimension to life the consideration of which can actually deepen the meaning of life if we will give it occasional attention. Frost used the image of this desperate little “speck” of life on a piece of paper to suggest an occasional venture into the humility of finitude.
A speck that would have been beneath my sight
On any but a paper sheet so white
Set off across what I had written there.
And I had idly poised my pen in air
To stop it with a period of ink
When something strange about it made me think,
This was no dust speck by my breathing blown,
But unmistakably a living mite
With inclinations it could call its own.
It paused as with suspicion of my pen,
And then came racing wildly on again
To where my manuscript was not yet dry;
Then paused again and either drank or smelt–
With loathing, for again it turned to fly.
Plainly with an intelligence I dealt.
It seemed too tiny to have room for feet,
Yet must have had a set of them complete
To express how much it didn’t want to die.
It ran with terror and with cunning crept.
It faltered: I could see it hesitate;
Then in the middle of the open sheet
Cower down in desperation to accept
Whatever I accorded it of fate.
I have none of the tenderer-than-thou
Collectivistic regimenting love
With which the modern world is being swept.
But this poor microscopic item now!
Since it was nothing I knew evil of
I let it lie there till I hope it slept.
I have a mind myself and recognize
Mind when I meet with it in any guise
No one can know how glad I am to find
On any sheet the least display of mind.

Many thanks from another speck of finished. Recently I came across a quote from Suzuki Roshi, “Life is like getting onto a boat which is about to sail out to sea and sink.” The Benedictine Oblate who quoted this said that life is an inevitable series of betrayals, even our bodies betray us in the end. What I love however, is that inside of each of us is a kernel of preciousness, a mustard seed of trust, a dream or yearning which is not fantasy but is able to incorporate imperfection and suffering, a word on a bed of silence. Our limited self is concerned with what it likes and doesn’t like, what it thinks is good and what isn’t; this kernel is able to abide in love and somehow knows that its wounds are the way into the kingdom.
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Your response is very astute…and profound. I really like the “kernal of preciousness” and “word on a bed of silence.”
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I meant ‘another speck of finitude’…oops, definitely not ‘finished’.
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